ever been in one of those get up and go moods......thats how i am right now....i just want to pack up...move somewhere and start a whole new life......of course with my hubby and my friends though too....but just somewhere else.....nice and warm......where i already have a degree and i could just start my career and not have to go through with school....
all last night...i must have layed awake thinking about school.......its scary....i dont want to go through with it....maybe its considering i have really really hard classes this sem....but maybe its because i dont no im scared of college......yeah i really want to live there.....but why live there and waste all this money that im goin to be in debt up the wazzoo.........
another thing that bothers me....is when all thsee people always say....."Oh my goodness, you HAVE to live on campus and go to college and experience it".......then all i want to say to them...even though i dont.....is....."i dont need to experience it".....
yeah people could say i have changed...but i definately think its for the better..........yeah i used to party like every day and weekend in my senior year of high school....and i loved every minute of it.....but something about college just makes me want to knuckle down and complete the thing....and then i have my whole life to do whatever i want........
but oh how i wish life had a simple fast forward button......everything would be so great.......
minus the negativity i feel......it is mine and pauls two year anniversary this month!!......yeahhh.....i love you baby
love to all my friends....if you even read this....
love christina
